dreams

i always have the craziest nap dreams. just had one where my dad asked me to take the trash to the dumb so i was driving through new york city in my dad's truck with a trailer attached and an ATV on it. driving down the highway and a subway comes above ground and derails and subway cars bunch up and a few shoot out onto the highway and fuck everything up. one shoots out and hits the cars in front of me and totals it. i skreetch the breaks and stop then just sit there in shock staring at it all. i finally roll down the window and then see another subway train coming. it hits the mangled mess and causes more crazyness. i get out and start walking around the cars and subway trains with other people that survived and people trying to help people. i watch some guy trying to tie up some other guys bloody leg with a shirt then the dude thats hurt just jumps up and says hes fine and it was just a small cut. im walking around looking at more shit and then sit down on the atv on the trailer. then a whole squad of ATVS rolls up to help people. one ATV woman recognizes my virginia plates and wonders why im here and i get into a friendly conversation with her about virginia and shit while mayhem is going on around us. then she heads out to help people and i sit there. im staring around and then i feel a tap on my should and turn around to see jason lee smiling at me. im flabbergasted and cant come to words then he says "hey man cant stay i have to go, long story" i hop off the atv and shake his hand and hug him and spit vaiours video days and other skate knowledge at him and he laughs and is humbled. i thank him for his contribution to skateboarding and then tell him i hope he finds who he is looking for. i then turn around to see some kids that have posted up on my atv while i was talking to jason and ask them politely to get off so i can resume my pirch. they try to argue back with me and just then i feel a slight clich around my forhead and something slide across my throat then out of my peripheral i see a bloody knife blade. i grab my throat and see blood and feel my throat swelling up instantaneously with blood. i begin to suffocate holding my bloody throat and running around wildly staring at people hoping someone will help. i finally colapse at the feet of everyone and die/wake up. so wild.